Do you really care ?

How do you feel?

I want to know

Fine let’s play the Guessing Game

-Does it make you Unhappy that they don’t have food and shelter or does it make you Happy that you have both.

-Does it make you despise the SYSTEM for its inaction or despise YOURSELF for your Ignorance

How does it feel when this appeared in your FYP and now you have to face what you brush aside daily.

-Does it make you uneasy, or you have become egocentric enough to keep moving.

-Does keep moving makes you inconsiderate?

Hmm…. I wonder,

Does accepting you are not capable enough to aid makes you a coward, selfish, uncaring.

Too tough on yourself aren’t ya.

You should be because the system you despise you are the very building block of it, you feed it daily whether you like it or not. it prevails from your very existence and you contribute to it as much as anyone you abhor.

People believe they live a life where neutral is an option, the option of not doing anything or not being involved and they believe by not engaging they are escaping from positive and negative effects that are casted upon others.

Maybe so that they don’t feel bad and their self-Image isn’t tainted.

Haha what a joke, every moment you ignore-you contribute to the very system you despise, which according to you makes your head explode the one which you blame for your incompetence.

Am sorry if I hurt your little feelings and made you realize the lies you feed yourself every moment.

Too insensitive? Okay let’s change the topic.

You know I always thought I was powerful ever since I was born, I thought I can make a change, I believed I was extraordinary and all my sufferings are making me what I am supposed to become in this clueless world.

Guess what! I still believe it.

And if I wanted, I can do it even right now!

But what stops ME? what stops YOU?

HYPOCRISY

The pain I see is not enough for me to take a stand, it’s doesn’t stab me deep enough to feel restless, the pain doesn’t make my legs shake, the fear is not potent enough - OH SHIT! have I gotten numb, am I overexposed to pain now or am I being institutionalized, AM I BECOMING THE SYSTEM I reject with disgust.

“HEYY!! come on of course not!, am a nice person, see look at me am writing this article, see look at me doesn’t this prove I care and am not an ignorant like you all, I CONTRIBUTEEEE!!! I CAREEEE!!!, I am better am more human, what can I say it’s a curse to have so much knowledge, I feel deeply, every time I scroll and see hardships of our fellow mates I cry isn’t that enough, I FEEEEEEEEEEEEEL”

Oh god I hate individuals like these… the massive urge to test my grip on the windpipe of such cognitively limited beings,

Phew! went off topic there

Or was there any topic to begin with

Wonder what am going to do or shall I say “WE” were in this together right!